Bitter fucking Rant
I had no idea how fucking naïve I was. My whole fucking life I didn’t think gender made a difference when it came to friendships. My first best friend was a boy in my kindergarten class for crying out loud. Well now my eyes have been opened. Now after enough hurt by it, I will accept the fact that a guy will only be a girl’s friend because some part of him hopes they’ll become more than that. I have no choice but to accept the fact that as soon as a girl who does want more than just a friendship from the guy shows up, you will be dropped in a fucking second and won’t exist to your “friend” any longer. I guess I was in denial until now.